I am a maple tree
Missing a limb.
A branch – the biggest –
Having grown
has tipped the balance and
snapped off under
its own
weight.
Food for gravity’s maw:
my broken offspring,
surrendered
to mudblooded rootraw Earth,
is a gift to all those ancestors
who patiently await further
deconstructions.
Limbless, I keep treading
this roughshod tale:
“say a mantra enough times and it
will sing itself.”
Shot through
somehow,
with something
green and sanguine
– faith? –
Goddamned if I don’t
keep reaching, touch nothing, and reach some more.
Here I stand!
Lopsided, crowned with a bristling canopy of
clean shoots,
so smooth
you can’t imagine
they’ll ever gnarl and crease
though, they will…
As I grow, I will also
furrow grey and elephantine, until in time
– faithless ? –
these once-new limbs, too
will fall.
So what?
For now, I’m juicing the planet
Roots like muscles, squeezing the soil and pumping that
mycellium mojo
heavenward.
Crooked grin,
Bleeding from the ribs,
and heart
wailing like a drum:
THUMP THUMP THUMP
(and that’s why they call me:
mother.)